Petra Jelinek:
Petra glanced over her shoulder as she could hear Natakkoa maneuvering behind her.... "Whoa." escaped her burgundy lips, half-admonishment, half-command, "Take it easy there, and don't be too hasty. You look a bit unstable..."
A soft nasal snort preceeded the barest dry grin, and a bit of unhinged adrenaline danced in Nat's eyes. Sotto voce, just short of a whisper:
"Yeah, even though I'm told it's all in my head...seems it has adverse affects on these silly motor skills...." A few, long, measured breaths, then a rise of the chin and a nod toward the small gathering down the hall - and a reach for Petra's hand, gripping it defiantly before relaxing into comfortable contact.
"Let's get this nonsense," she made a sweeping gesture with her free hand from her head to her shoes,
"addressed and bring everyone up to speed, shall we?"
Petra Jelinek:
Conveniently, she blocked Nat's view of the situation around the boys and the body. Giving the Professor's hand a gentle squeeze and Petra continued to hold it as she angled Nat's visual range for the moment and....making her lithe frame as large as she could to block as much of the doorway as possible (at least on the left side), Petra placed Natakkoa's hand on her right shoulder firmly planting it so it could grip the muscles around her rotator cup. "Just stick with me, I can guide you through here."
Eyes the color of the fertile earth locked with those of shoreline grass, and words for her ears alone.
"I believe you. I can get through this. It really is just a visual thing, and as much as I abhor even the thought of it, I can work through, and past, that, as long as I'm not confronted with it directly." Nat refused to look away, giving the other woman total access, and holding her gaze, long beyond the point of casual, if desired.
"I...am stronger than you might think."
Quirell Tawny:
Quirell moved over awkwardly to Petra and Nat, flashing them each a smile as he handed them their weapons.
"If we find survivors behind locked doors we shouldn’t shoot first."
Nat straightened as the medic approached, her small smile for him weak, but genuine, and she accepted her laser pistol and carving knife with a nod of gratitude.
"Funny you should mention not shooting first. I've got something...related...that I need you all to know." She holstered her weapon and pocketed the knife.
"For all our sakes..."
Nat's grasp on the woman's shoulder was firm, and Nat floated along beside the pilot, keeping Petra's body between her and the door, intently keeping her eyes and head pointed down the hall, making exceptions only to pointedly include Quirell in her occasional glances, hoping he'd notice the strange vector of her gaze. A tightening of the grip on Ace's petite, mighty, shoulder, then she spoke to the space at large.
"Gentlemen," her voice rang, filling the hall even as her eyes remained angled to the outer wall, filling her chest with air and owning it, just as she'd practiced in therapy -
"I...have a problem.
I...cannot handle..." she paused, a shudder rolling down her body,
"...cannot handle the dead. Bodies, I mean. Um, it's hard to, uh, hard to pinpoint it, but....let me put it this way: cemeteries are uncomfortable, but doable, as is anything older. Hospice situations likewise - uncomfortable, but doable. But." Nat paused, flushing, even through her sun-kissed naturally brown cheeks, vibrating, her fingers purposefully clutching the cloth and muscle of the smaller woman next to her.
"...but...I, I can't...can't process the concept of those who are...were recently...alive. I lock up. HARD. 'Catatonic' is the clinical term."
Breathing heavier, her shoulders dropped now, the courage spent, and she apologetically looked from one person to the other, waiting for, fearing, the responses.
"I'm...so, so sorry. I...didn't choose this assignment...."