Chapter 5.0: A Match Into Water
Nori nodded. "Okay. I will see if they need help with anything. Please let me know if I can be of any help up here," she said and just as she was about to turn away and leave, she heard her sensei speak up. This caused her to turn herself back towards her and listen to her words. She noticed the softer tone in her voice and it did come as a little bit of a surprise to her that she was actually apologizing. Not that she didn't think she wasn't capable of doing it, but...it just took her by surprise. "Sensei..." She paused and looked down to her feet for a moment before she looked back up. "I also feel like I should apologize to you. Since the beginning, I never meant you any kind of disrespect or illicit any type of ill behavior. I want you to know that I do indeed respect you. A lot. And I look up to you. You possess many qualities that I wish to have in myself, but have yet to learn. I...a lot of things have happened to me in such a short amount of time and I am still learning how to process everything, but for only being 15 years old,
it's a lot for me to take in. I've been given things. A good life. Wonderful parents. Amazing friends. A great team. Great senseis and...after ten years of waiting, I finally had words said to me that I wanted to hear for the longest time from someone that's been important to me since we were young. But I've also had many things, people, taken away from me, too, sensei. Irreplaceable things that I can't get back, but want so desperately to. I have been going through a lot not just emotionally. But mentally, too. You have to understand, not everything I am going through is just teenage drama. It's not me being dramatic, privileged, or spoiled. This is my life and I am trying to deal with everything the best way I know how to. I cannot simply forget about everything and put it behind me because it's part of me," she explained in a soft, solemn voice.
"However, I do know that sometimes I am too emotional. Too invested into something or someone that I forget all rationality. I can't deny that I am driven by my emotions at times, but that doesn't define who I am as a shinobi of Konoha. Since I was little, all I have ever wanted was to be strong and to protect my family, my friends, and the people of the village. It was all I ever dreamed about. It was my dream. It was his dream, too, but sometimes...sometimes don't always come true. At least not for everyone. But I still want to make my dream a reality. I know I still have a lot to prove to you, sensei. I know you don't trust me nor respect me just yet and I know I have a lot of work to do, but if there's one thing you should know about me, it's that I am a hard worker. I can be a bit stubborn, hard headed, and persistent, but I am also dedicated, strong, and one of the most loyal people you will ever meet." Nori took a few steps over towards Sarada, but stopped stopped a few feet in front of her.
"I know as our sensei, you have a job to do and that job requires you to turn us into the best shinobi we can be and that Konoha can count on to protect them. I know that all of those people back there need us and our help and I want to do that. I am not asking that you be soft on us or treat us differently because we're girls. I don't expect you to be easy on us or make our lives easy. None of us know what to expect, but I can say with certainty that we trust you, sensei. We respect you and look up to you. All of us in our own different ways of course, but nonetheless, we can learn a lot from you," she said. "There are still a lot of things we all have yet to learn about each other and while you aren't our friend, all I ask is that you get to know us all. Not just as shinobi, but as young women who are also laying everything out on the line in this fight. This is not a game for us. All of us have something to lose. We want to win this fight and put a stop all of this just as much as you do and we know we can't do it without you, so I can only hope that you depend on us to help you take these bastards down."