Wicked Sphere: OOC Thread 4
As I said, I'm aware that some people have health concerns, and I didn't want to make anybody feel pressured. I won't say more on the matter, but you should know, Ashaia, that my sentiments haven't changed, and I keep wishing you the best with your situation.
I'm also not sure why you would think that any of your posts lately would have been subpar - I found they worked pretty well, and I send private line OC comments to everybody, as I'm sure Adrika and Carmen can confirm - that's just a result of my own compulsive need to be sure I'm not misinterpreting your intended actions, not a critique of any player's post or anything of the sort.
As for fixing a lack of enthusiasm... my default question would be to ask why you were enthusiastic at the beginning, and whether anything changed in the game since then in a way you found unpleasant; I hope I've always been upfront about being willing to correct course if people are unhappy with the way I'm running things, but I need people to let me know what needs correcting.
As far as I'm concerned, you're in the more active half of the group (I hope the three less active players won't resent the comment - I'm just stating facts that can be easily proven by the number of posts people have made, not making a value judgment on anybody), so the idea that you could be feeling timid hadn't even touched my mind. Anything you have problems with, I'm more than willing to discuss (in PM if you'd rather keep it private, here if you want a group discussion), I'm just surprised you of all people would say that you feel like you're feeling anxious, because I'd never have suspected it on my own. I believe your words, don't misunderstand, I'm just surprised by them, is all.
Additionally, speaking of being more free, the job I got for this summer will end this month, so until I manage to find something new (probably until spring), I too will have a lot more free time, meaning more time to be active here and thus handle any problem people might have or adapt to changed schedules, if necessary.