Day 5 - 08 Jux 45 - Wakey! Wakey! Sleepy head..
Blake wakes up with an electric feeling he's never experienced before. The world is full of new feelings, strangely heightened versions of familiar sensations: the sheets softer against his skin than he's ever felt, the sense of wakefulness in his mind sharper, the shape of the room and its furniture strangely clear, even in the dark. He can smell himself, and feel his hunger, the unpleasant sensations heightened too.
Never one to dally in bed, he is up and moving as soon as the thought occurs to him, wrapping himself in a robe and grabbing a pair of trunks as he heads for the bathroom down the hall. He wonders what time it is, and somehow the information is immediately there, in his mind, precisely 43 minutes past midnight. Hot needles of water scour him, but a quick rinse is all he has patience for, his sudden boundless energy and his intense hunger call him to other places than the shower.
He heads downstairs, padding quietly on bare feet wearing only swim trunks, and he wanders the house until he finds the kitchen. Surprised to see that it's staffed (as he's never been here this late), he automatically greets the night cook, apologizing for his lack of clothing, explaining that he needs a snack before his run. He stops himself, remembering that he doesn't share a language with the natives, but he's shocked when the cook returns his greeting, and asks him what he wants to eat. He asks for a simple sandwich, and as he waits, he thinks about the change - somehow, now he can understand a whole new language... a fascinating development.
He avoids the front door, heading out the side door from the kitchen to the gardens, and he is off and running - barefoot, almost naked, the cool night air invigorating on his skin. The circuit around the estate is a bit too long for the 4k's he does in competition, and too short for proper orienteering, but it will have to do. He pushes himself - he's always had trouble finding the boundaries of his endurance, and he feels more energized than he ever has. He thinks about what's changed, and the conclusion seems obvious - the Pattern has changed him, enlivened him. Recalling what they were told, he thinks it must be that it made them more of what they already were. He pushes himself, harder and harder, extending his sprints as long as he can between periods of loping recovery. For the first lap, his mind wanders, thinking of random tidbits of memory from the past few days, recalling moments from his childhood, and things he read in his books, that all contain nuggets of the truth of being that he's now experiencing.
But as he gets warmed up, his mind quiets, and he finds the calm place he was looking for - existence in the moment, without thought or feeling, perfectly attuned with the world around him, submerged in the rhythms of heartbeat, pounding feet, puffing breath. He suppresses the satisfaction from having achieved this state so quickly, and just exists in each moment, alone in a universe of his own awareness.
He runs three laps that way, before thoughts intrude on him again, and becoming aware that it has just passed 4 o'clock, heads into the house. Not wanting to make a fuss at the front door, he heads back in the side door where he left, wiping his feet on the grass so he doesn't track mud into the house, and heading up to the mens' wing. He still doesn't feel tired, though no longer feels like he's ready to burst with energy, and he takes a longer shower this time, shaving, and soaking in the hot steamy rain.
He spends the rest of the early morning hours reading, but heads down to breakfast at the earliest opportunity, a few minutes before 8, now dressed properly in jeans and a loose-fitting white shirt, making a conscious effort to be polite by not bringing a book to the table, for once. He helps himself to a very large portion of scrambled eggs, bacon, and hash browns, orange juice next to his plate, sitting opposite the door so he can see and greet the others when they enter.
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