MED TECH #5
<<<<<<<< Shadow From Hanger dec
When the door Hissed Open, The Desk Med tech saluted him and sat back down.... Shadow just said ...Vosts...
She Pointed to the back where the recovering patients were, The LC went down the guardian at the intersection showed him to the Room, the planted himself outside the door.
Shadow grabbed the charts from the Bed, Vosts looked at him with wet eyes. He didn't look up0 as he studied the Charts... why?
S..S..Sir?
he flicked through some screens, without looking up, he said again......why?
Stefi came running to the door, Shadow's right arm pointed at her, then the hand made the signal to 'stop' she did.
I...I...couldn't... i couldn't go up again I...
He looked at her and sarcastically said,You were afraid to Die?
She nodded...
Shadow threw the chart scanner on the bed..she Jumped.. Stefi went to take a step inside.. he held his arm out again, The Guardian had turned to stand next to Stefi.So...Ensign Vosts..you were so afraid to die, that you thgought you would kill yourself?
her Eyebrows furrowed as she thought..
LC... she was under alot of pressure and...
SHUT....UP... LT Simmons... This is my job now, you can have her back when i'm done..
Shadow walked to where her uniform was folded on the chair on Vosts left side..... I've met alot of folks who were afraid to die...100% of the people on this boat are afraid to die for some reason or the other... Family...service...or they don't want it to end in a ball of fire...
Vosts looked up at Shadow as he fussed with her uniform, tears were streaming from her eyes.
we had a few others who pretended they were going to kill themselves, but they never did it, and even caused hardship after friends stepped in...
he took Vosts Wings off her Uniform...You can't fly for a while..... he stuck the wings in her front pocket, right below the name plate.Stefi mentioned pressure? there isn't anyone in the whole of the fleet, who isn't under pressure.. cooks on the rec Dec, hoping they can make food good enough for the warriors, who ...just might..be eating their last meal... Stefi and her people trying to put people back together so they can go out and get shot up again.... we got Stem kids, who thing this is the best time in there life, after falling asleep in some rubble wondering if they would wake up to a stem rat chewing off their leg... Troopers hit the ground running,wandering if they'll be alive , an hour after they have landed... and all of us, know we fly out own coffins.
Vosts tears run thicker, but she stared at the LC.
You never did anything stupid, he motioned to her in bed,Until now. but you didn't hurt anyone, Physically... But you caused
some mental harm? heartache, even?
He sat on the Bed Stefi dared to take a step into the room, the guardian stepped with her.
we get all kinds of people in here... some folks demand to come here. Some folks are sent here, for those who had them before, to get rid of..and some? its just pure dumb luck
Now? If i know about this, you can bet Captain Morris Knows, Captain Si, and the Admiral...
w..w..why would the Admiral even care...
..you are a member of his crew. I have seen him speak at Send offs...hiding the pain he feels behind, trying to ease the others...The fast track out the static field, is to disrespect that... he nodded as he though of something, like he wish he would have done something at some point.
I have to go talk to Captain Morris now. telling him i took your wings for now...but your choices will end to be made.
C..Choices?
he nodded his head,If you want to fly again, You'll be able to stay here... get consulting, until Stefi , or whomever, thinks you are ready to fly again.. Then Captain Morris and I both have to sign off on it....
2nbd choice is, take a ground job SEC.. ground crew , QM....you'll still have to do the 'headcase' stuff, but you'll still be on the Hermes.
you can transfer to a colony, you'll have to be SEC there.. you won't get your wings, so you'll be a ground pounder
He stood and put out his right hand, she put her shaking right hand in his.
Close your eyes.... think as I speak.... remember when you first took off , in those gods be damned trailing craft..how you felt , up in the air... climbing through blue skies , until your reached.. The Black. Millions of stars... some of that 'stars' would turn out to be planets we visited.
Shadow had his eyes closed as well, a bit of a smile on his lips as he talked.
Then, here, on The Hermes, flying aircraft, feeling the power as you dove and climbed, twisted and turned... shooting at the enemy while they shot at you?...maybe. chewing up ground folks, so out ground folks can come back for an after party... Flying in that chunk of metal, and becoming one with it,,,,
her right hand squeezed Shadow's as she listen, a slight smile on he tear stained face.
The LC opened his eyes when he stopped, as did she...can you give, all that up, because you are afraid to die?..you talk to the other pilots.. I want to meet any who say they aren't afraid, they won't come back when we go through the static field,, the difference is.. once you're out there, You and you fighter, and you wingmates and Flight mates are out there, and you look around and see the Black full of ESN steel! If that doens';t make you proud, if that doesn't keep your head in the right place, Then you're more Empire, the ESN..
Vosts said,,I ..I never thought of it like that....I...was just always worried...
all it takes is for 1 powercell in the Engine room to spilt, and the fleet would be lucky to save 100 of the thousands on board. If you get killed in a fight, at least you get to take some Empire bastards with you...it won';t make you any less dead, but...you'll have gone out, for a non-selfish reason
placing her and on her stomach ,he turned to Stefi...Her wings are taken, until Consulting set up up.. she has to choose... He started to walk to the door.
L..L..LC..thank you....
don't Thank me Vosts, just make sure, whatever choice you makes is yours. After that, its all up to your skill, and the luck of the gods.
Stefi watched him leave her mouth was a little hung Open, the Gurdian escorted the LC away.
This message was last edited by the GM at 00:41, Sun 12 Feb 2023.