For a while, Shino just sat, wracking her mind for a time when she judged something too quickly. Her parents and her brother often said one time or another that she judged things too quickly, but she never quite understood what they meant. She had always thought she judged everything just fine and everyone else was overreacting to it. It was a strange sensation to actively think about something she did wrong.
As she continued to stare at the front of the class absentmindedly, a memory did rise from her subconscious, a time where she might've judged things too quickly. She frowned and hesitantly picked up her pen. Flattening out the paper in front of her, she slowly began to write.
Bayushi Shino:
I remember when I met her, I was really excited.
I hadn't had a new friend in a while, and she was so new and strange.
I wanted to do everything with her. Show her all the things I loved and learn about all the things she loved.
I don't feel anything wrong about that. I don't understand why anyone would want to hide it.
To not be free to have fun, enjoy life, be happy?
I thought she just needed a push, just try it once and you'll love it.
I pushed too hard.
I didn't see her for a long time after that. I didn't want to lose her. I only wanted to-
At this Shino stopped, realizing her hand was shaking. She promptly put down her pen.
Shino wasn't someone that truly apologized very often. Even when the others looked at her funny for insulting Hiruto, she didn't feel like she said anything wrong or untrue.
And Mei needed to loosen up too, she didn't believe she was wrong to pick on her.
But on that day, so many years ago, when she could only wonder if she'd ever see her again after their fight, she found she didn't care if she'd been right.
Shino put the edge of the pen to her lips, thinking of how to continue. The format abruptly changed into a poem.
quote:
You cried, I'm sorry.
I wanted to share with you
Something beautiful.
OOC:
22:02, Today: Bayushi Shino rolled 5,6 using 2d6,1d12, unique dice with rolls of 4,1,6. Fire/Composition.
So I'll choose the 2 successes but I got 2 strife as well. Along with the free Fire success, I got 3 successes, but I guess I'll be roleplaying some strife.