Seren was used to bearing insults in silence, being Cnaeus' childe meant that she was never far from hearing how she'd been a matter of expediency, not pedigree. A Celtic guide to the Land of her Fathers
1, through moor and glen for someone who wanted nothing more than the destruction of her culture and native tongue. Still, the beast within, fuelled by the insult to her pride and her self-esteem roared from deep within: she would not tolerate further insults.
Seren rankled as she was led outside like an unruly childe, though in many ways she was: she was already seen as a mistake by her betters because of her low birth and her unwillingness to yield to the machinations of others made her a danger. She'd been afraid of worse than a shared cigarette as she spoke with Louis, sighing heavily as she put the lit cigarette to her lips, taking a drag in a way that suggested it wasn't her first time.
"I will not bow for a man who seeks the destruction of the Ventrue through his own hubris. We would forfeit any benefit to our position at the table simply to annoy the Justicar with more of the same drivel he has already refused," Seren's mouth was still outpacing her brain, though she exhaled and dug into her purse, handing over what she'd retrieved at the meeting.
"Someone dropped this, I don't know who.
Ce n'est pas la mienne," she added in impeccable French. If she was going to trust anyone here, it would be Louis. She knew he could be discreet and make better decisions than she could.
"I will go as your special envoy. Tell me what you would have me do, and I
will see it done," Seren spoke seriously, her dark eyes gazing at Louis with a certain unquestioning loyalty that others might have found easy to exploit. The woman had endured so much in her relatively brief unlife that even the professional warmth of the Sheriff was enough to earn her loyalty.
The sweet hurt of his disappointment shamed her more than she had expected: where there was usually rage and punishment, there was only disappointment an an opportunity to try again. His continued trust in her confused her: why had she not immediately been deemed a failure by Louis the same way the others had done?
Le Taureau's mind confused her.
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When it came Seren's turn to introduce herself, she did so with more humility than she might have otherwise done, knowing she'd been humiliated once this evening, she sought to better herself, to reduce the hit to her
dignitas.
"Seren of Cnaeus. I come as a special envoy on behalf of
Monsieur Louis Vachon, le Shérif," Seren said simply, bowing her head respectfully towards the Elder. She'd introduced herself in the Old Way, using her vampiric sire's name as her patronym -
Seren ferch Cnaeus as she used to, before English became her primary tongue. Perhaps this most recent admonishment had sent her scurrying back to the comfort of routine and rote. Even being at the meeting was a foolish risk, and yet whatever Louis asked her to do, she would do.
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1 - 'Land of My Fathers' is the national anthem of Seren's homeland:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3kUnCwV3AYE
The short version:
https://youtu.be/7tPmtXJ-kQk?feature=shared&t=14